I give the fuck up!!!! That's it, I'm done, I DON'T give a DAMN anymore! A 'friend' of mine . . . Well, not sure I should call him a friend anymore. I haven't talked to him more than twice since I've been here. He is oober depressed again, acting like a freaking hormonal pregnant woman! I am DONE trying to help him. I've tried, Kyo's tried, we've tried together . . . NOTHING works. So from now on I'm leaving well enough alone! I'm not going to even bother trying to talk to him. I'm done! Almost 3 years of this, I'm DONE!!!

On another note, things are going good for me. Des is being the angel we all know her to be again. lol well most of the time. She does have her moments. But I actually think I'm getting the hang of watching and teaching her. We did well today. We sat out on her new trampoline she got for her birthday and I had my laptop out there so we'd have music and she was dancing and bouncing around. I know next time she goes to her dads I'm gonna feel off (no pun intended my O.F.F.) I'm not gonna know what to do without her. Ummm . . . . Yeah, met a guy some of you might have heard about bits of it, we're in a relationship. . . If you want to know more just ask and I'll tell, if I feel like telling. . . .lol

I kinda feel like I've neglected my writing so I am gonna try and write tonight all that has been on my mind. Maybe finally understand some of the things going through my head, maybe finally get why the hell I cried AGAIN! So I'm gonna go on a writing spree and I am shooting for another Usagi joke from Kyo when she gets back and sees! Wish me luck~! lol

Also I am putting all these face thingy's up cause I feel I've been neglecting them lately!

Love and still miss you all in Cali, well, those still in Cali, miss those of you who went elsewhere too~! Hope you're all doing fine~! OH!!!! And Aug 13 I am going to be out in Cali for 3-4 days! Then about the 21st I'll hopefully be in SD! So Kyo I'll hopefully see you then! Kami I miss you guys! Keep being OFF!!! BTW that 'rant face' looks really funny!

Stina , Yumi , Usagi . . . (I know I'm forgetting something! lol Too amny damn nicknames!)